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Few Things... Just Few Only

2008-11-12T01:02:00.005+08:00

Few things that made me so happy...

1. I got a job already as the Government Officer and I'll be starting next 17 Nov. At last I made it to Washington!
2. My long time crush asked me for my name in the elevator at my gym last nite. And he smiled at me like non stop... and that made me so clumsy til I closed the elevator door and didn't realize that the 2 ladies wanted to go out til the dor slammed on them. But anyway... Kenjo, I have ur number.. and yeah... finally you found me!
3. My Convocation next week's friday...

And... Few things that made me so unhappy and worry

1. My bestfriend went missing... Please think of your family and please go back home. I'm begging... We are worried about you
2. My best-girlfriend's minor surgey... I hope everything will be OK... and I know it will be fine...
3. My brother's wedding gifts... undone
4. My body weight...
5. Moi grandmother... She stays alone and unhappy...
6. The new job... they will post me to anywhere in the country after one month, plus i dont have any idea how to go to work next week. Darn far

Cheerios!

Dancing with grace...

2008-11-09T09:02:00.003+08:00

ohhhh... i am so touched... i hope i can dance like this too.... definitely love the song too...

Cheerios T_T

Precious Things - covered by Matt Luke Sandoval

2008-11-09T08:56:00.001+08:00

These precious things..

Swan Boy

2008-11-09T07:55:00.005+08:00

Sorry, snapped your picture without permission...

I just couldn't help it....

Cheerios

A friend.. Still

2008-11-08T03:04:00.003+08:00

3 AM... struggling to get this assignments done before tomorrow's noon... The AFC Channel is making me so hungry....

Yesterday I accidently met my ex-schoolmate, we were together in primary school since grade 1. It has been 2 years I didn't meet him, and yesterday it was too short... but he invited me to have drinks sometimes sooner... We were neighbours and I didn't realized that his family has moved out to the other area of the suburb.

We used to hang out together, share things together, play cards and boardgames... and yeah, i found him a bit attractive last time.... oh, i just realized that he looks a bit like my swan boy!

Cheerios

Obama's Victory!

2008-11-05T17:38:00.002+08:00

Young Obama

Chicago celebrates the Victory of Obama

Americans entrusted their fate for at least the next four years to Barrack Obama, who made history by becoming the first african-american to win the US presidency. Congrats to Obama!

Well, I've seen the local news report from one of the National TV Stations and they reported about the USA election result. They pronounced McCain as "Mek Kin". LOL

The Witnesses of Obama's Victory in Chicago - So Sweet!

And yeah, another one; a letter faxed to TV3 from The Ministry of Foreign Affairs to congratulate the victory of Obama - they highlighted the letter and showed to the viewers and I noticed few mistakes in it. Eg. Salutation; Encik Obama for the first part and suddenly just Obama. LOL.... another one... they wrote OBAM in the letter... no A at the last! Poor quality of documentation of Malaysian Gov.

Cheerios!

The Cranberries - Linger

2008-11-05T16:49:00.002+08:00

Cranberries - Linger
by malcolm88

My current favourite!

Trick or Treat!

2008-11-03T23:47:00.005+08:00

i like the eyes...

Darn ... I missed this year Halloween though I received the invitation for the party. Too tired to celebrate at Marketplace last Saturday after waiting to be interviewed for so long.... Next year..I want to throw a Halloween party! RSVP from now...

Rendah Diri...for a swan boy

2008-11-03T00:06:00.008+08:00

Last Saturday I went for the PTD interview... and met this cute guy... Siamese mix Chinese boyish look and his name is Ben also... Ben Tay ??, 22 YO... he for the interview also

He came in oversized stripes trouser, an old oversized white shirt with few stains, cheap dress shoe, varsity logo neck tie, and yea... a backpack... Swan bagpack.... tot that only primary school kids use it...

I was wondering why... but he has a good post in CIMB as actuarial exec and got paid for 2.5k ++ per month...

and the moment of truth, ... he told the interviewer about his family background... his father had passed away, his mom is a hawker in penang, and his sister still in school... keluarga susah... nak tolong family ... I was really shocked and yea somehow it answered my questions....

He has good qualifications, very brainy, well planned future, never give up, has a good job, hardworking and yea... good heart... never show off and very thankful with what he had now....

I felt so rendah diri to him...

and the swan boy had opened up my eyes and mind and made me think....what i've achieved for myself.................?

The Rainy Sunday...

2008-11-02T23:24:00.006+08:00

Supposed Sunday is a day with a sun... but not at my area since the afternoon... rainy... to be called Rainday. So i told my mum that i want to go to the gym (but didnt tell her which gym), and i packed all things, grabbed the car's key and drove off to The Curve.

Surprisingly it was really sunny and the weather was too hot there at Curve. I hate driving in the hot condition... made me sick already and changed myself from a decent driver to the bad one... i cursed everyone on the street just now cos the Surian St. was so jam la.

Familiar Faces
So i parked my car and rushed to Jacky's step class. Wah pancit in the step class after so long didnt do the bodystep and darn, Jacky's selections... all tough ones you know. Even two ladies in front of me also pancit. Eik... they were so familiar to me... Malaysian actresses bertaraf diva in step class with me. Diva ke? Anyway, I rasa i lebih diva sbb i did step better than them....then one of them did the bodyjam with me and the others.

Well, Kenny's bodyjam was not sizzling enough for me as i was at behind of the pillar. The Pillar was too annoying. So, macam biasa... I just syok sendiri there la. but i managed to get enough cardio workout after 4 days didn't go to the gym. I just realized that there were few familiar famous faces there at the curve fitness first. Yea.. someone told me about it also... Anyway, no big deal la... i lebih popular drp dorang kat fitness first! hahha (yea yea rite)

Then finishing the weight training... but didn't do the whole routine as there were too many things in my thought. Jobless thingy, moolah limitation, muffin top, rumah 8, wedding, etc. Thank God Timmy was there to cheer me up.

So 7 pm, it was raining and the road was bad then we headed to this vegetarian shop and grabbed our "healthy-no-msg-less-salt" dinner in Uptown. The shop claimed that their food all less salt, but i found my cantonese guotiao was salty and also Tims' spinach rice . We talked about cats, dogs, char siew, brown rice, caesarean, friends with money, fancy resturants, RM120 soup and other staple issues of our lives... and we walked out from the shop and Tims said something about vagina, a father and a son and we ended up got splashed by water from rain puddle next to us when a car went very fast on it... Darn!

That's Sunday!

Re-opening!

2008-11-02T22:53:00.004+08:00

OMG.. its good to be back here writing again... It has been 10 months I didn't blog... dont know why, and dont ask why.... should i tell you everything that happened during the last 10 months... not necessary la... pandang terus kehadapan... cheerios!

Hello 2008...

2007-12-31T23:31:00.000+08:00

And it comes to the conclusion or the bottom end of the year of 2007... Though there are still few things that I didn't achieve for this 2007 year. Well, it is less than 30 minutes from this "word" and I totally sure I will finish typing this entry maybe around midnight or when the clock strike 12:00 a.m.

2007 means a lot for me... There were a lot of good things happened and so few bad things... But whatever it is, 2007 has taught me how to be a real human... also taught me the meaning of maturity... and yes, I totally think time makes us grown up, mature and older...

In year of 2007 also I got the DL award for the first time ever in six years of studying... I never get it even once, and yeah, I am really grateful for this... and you know it concludes the good year of 2007 of mine. Well, the year of 2007 also means that my study will be nearly to finish... I am so excited for this internship and also the real working life after that.

Resolution... everyone has their own. Though I assume that myself also got self resolution... and you know, it keeps changing from time to time and I keep forgetting what were the resolutions... I think because I have a lot.... well, for this new year of 2008, i will set few so i can achieve my own goals... and of course, most of 'em must be concerning to myself, to improve my self, to reshape myself, to make myself a positive person, to make myself happier or gayer and also to do my best for my own career. And i hope all of these could make me better person ever live in the God's earth! What... specific resolution? Oh you think yourself... I think you can make assumption, and let me the one and only knows about my own reso cos i don't wanna publish it cos i believe, takkan jadi.

So another 7 minutes until the New Year's countdown... the last song in the play list of Alicia Keys album and the first sip of a mug of hot green tea I made... time to say goodbye to the beautiful year 2007... and welcoming the challenging 2008... Sure looks good to me! Yeah...

Anyway, I would like to express my gratitude and thankfulness to the Almighty Allah, for giving me a very normal year of 2007 and giving me a good life to face all days in 2007. Thanks to my parents, siblings, family, and friends for the continous supports and see you guys again in 2008!

Season's Greetings...

2007-12-24T23:07:00.000+08:00

To all my Christian friends.... Merry Christmas and Happy Holiday!!! May this Xmas will be the prosperous one and will brings joy and happiness to you guys... Ho Ho Ho... !

XOXO Ben

All good things come to an end...

2007-12-24T21:55:00.000+08:00

My right knee still hurts... though it's not like before, but i still can feel the pain around the calf area, the Patella bone and in the upper Gastrocnemius muscles.... and it makes myself very weak sometimes on the cardio machines plus inside the gym class... (I went once after my recovery)....

Well, I actually hate the fact of the "kiss the road" and hurting myself because it is gonna ruin the whole activities that i have set up for December.... Yes, of course... gym would be the most cos i need to get a good and presentable shape of torso before my internship... cos i want to wear good stuffs to look good... ( i believe in good shape=beauty)...

Now it has been 3 weeks that i didn't attend the Consplant Club because of this.... well i guess i am becoming a gym rat now... can you imagine... since the end of October i go gymming like 5p.m. to 11 p.m. everyday, went for 3 to 4 classes everyday... and sometimes i can picture myself like a lab white mice on a wheeler for experiments.... haha! Ad likes to call me a gymrat... but i always denied and now I admit it... tho still deny it sometimes.. ewww!! Actually i miss the gym very much, i miss all my gym mates, the classes and the faces...anyway... i need to accept the fact that my body needs some rest!

Recap for December.... I am officially 23.. twenty three (read my lips) this month! it was on the 18th ... OMG! I am getting older and older... OH crap! Still have many things to look on, to care of, to achieve and to do... 2008 is just around the corner... and next year everyone will say that i am 24th.. i fell like i only can feel or can have my real age for (counting) only 13 days... OMG!

Ok, i had a very minimal birthday celebration on the birthday eve starting with Thai food in Klang, and then to McD in Bukit Tinggi... (thanks Al, Amy and Abg Aim for being there for me!) we wait until the clock struck 12 a.m., and they sang a beautiful birthday song for me... The next day, went again to Thai food restaurat with my family to have our mini family dinner plus celebrating the decembers (aan and bella also) .... how sweet! (Thanks mak abah ajib aan, Bella, Nafi, Bami and Adik)....we should take picture lah during the celebration...

yeah.. the number of my age is getting a lot and a lot next year... internship will be this January 08 tho i am still not ready, dont have things to wear... (actually i need my own transport for my intern), and of course.. back to the gym! though i dont think that i cant attend everyday to the gym for 3 classes a day...but anyway... i think of lay lowing everything so that i can more relax next year.. cos i'm gonna work for real! Really....

Well, to all my family members and friends, thank you for all the birthday wishes... that all mean a world to me... (for hasrul, Happy 23rd belated birthday)...and thanks for giving me all the endless spiritual support during my recovery session... and I miss my good friends so much now, and also my good life! I'm no one without you guys....LOVE.. from the deepest heart!

XOXO Ben

I just need a long rest....

2007-12-03T20:16:00.000+08:00

Where am I located? My parents home in Sepang...

Self condition? Worst....

Sometimes we cannot expect yang everyday is gonna be a very beautiful day.... sometimes good thing turns bad.... and at times we need to give ourselves a long rest.... ermm.... well, its happened.... bad things.... and we could face it like in a row...after one and then another...

i just need a long rest to get myself fully recovered.... no gym for this whole month though i really missed all the classes and faces.... no other social activities cos i dont want to see people in this condition.... thanks to my parents, brothers and sister, and friends... cos they are the people who are always there for me....

XOXO.... Ben

EH! 20 yang anggun 2007@Ruums

2007-11-26T03:02:00.000+08:00

seronok parti eh! 20 yang anggun ni.....where? Ruums.... when? Saturday, Nov 24th, 8 p.m. dapat jumpa ramai kawan2..dan dapat scanning...thanks bidin for the invitation...

the special invitation for me and ameer....

the stage kat bawah....from the VIP area

goddies bag...mine

me, eleen and nadia...

liza, ameer, dynas, marsha, faizul ngan ms. kac

bidin, vee and nick VASS...

kawan i yang suka ambik gambar...with nasha

dynas, que, nasha, liza, marsha

ashraf muslim (gambar dia banyak ye)

the EH people with sazzy n nazril on stage...

XOXO Ben.....

p/s: bidin ada event panggil i lagi k...best sgt..i had so much fun!

Congrats...

2007-11-26T02:58:00.001+08:00

congrats to Kayla sebab dah konvo and grad officially...seronoknya kau.....congrats jugak kat zerry....

from left...err Sha ke..actually i didnt catch ur name lah....sorry....and Kayla, Jude and I

Amy hospitalized....

2007-11-26T02:41:00.000+08:00

Kesian kat adik i sorang ni... rawatan susulan keluarkan besi selepas bertahun2 dia kena .... hermm tak nak citer lah sedih ......tapi last wednesday gi HTAR Klang ngan anuar ayob, abang fir n raffeq tgk amy kat sana.... terlantar tapi tetap expose cantik...over tau.... anyway...keadaannya ok jer..tapi tetap tak leh jalan sbb tak ckup 24 jam lagi lepas operation....kesian....keadaan wadnya...Hauk!!!! kitorang yang cantikkkan...

Ni lah HTAR.... meriah hospital ni ngan nurse adik2.... ngan doctor pelatih jugak adik2...

ni lah pintu masuk ke wad5a

ni lah amy.... kesian baru lepas kena bedah semalamnya...tgk wad hauk itew...

ni lah besi yang dikeluarkan dari kaki...besar OK...

pose ngan amy....tgk wad dia weols deco ngan fresh flowers...

then kitorang pun balik 30 min b4 waktu visit tamat sesi pertama....
tgklah bandar klang used to be my hangout place after school...

then kitorang gi minum cendol kat warung cendol pak akob sec16 yang popular tu...

sedap cendol2 ni...tgklah dorang makan....ni biawak belanja cendol..melets

XOXO Ben

tapi emi keesokkan harinya dah balik ke rumah..n dengar dah boleh jalan sikit2...so kitorang upgrade dia dari ketam ke udang....

Indahnya....thanks

2007-11-26T02:23:00.000+08:00

ermm.... thanks kat adlina n bidin yang dah gi bali, Indonesia recently and belikan i these little presents... cute la suka...

ni adlina yang beraya kat bali indon, beli keychain ada tulis bali n painting pantai , sunset n a coconut tree...ermm..on a lil surf board....untuk aku n kawan2...thanks

topeng mistik jawa yang cute.... i dah gantung kat atas ni... thanks bidin beli topeng ni...dramatik sgt....

Post Eid Party

2007-11-23T16:40:00.000+08:00

hermmm...saja namakan post eid party 2007, it was on the 17 nov.....sbb raya dah abis still buat open house...best sgt....siap ada kejutan si sarah mummy lia n cek datang. memang aku jemput tapi call lah bagi feedback.....hehehe...anyway...thanks to uols yang dapat datang ke rumah weols makan2, gossip2 and also cang kalaoke...XOXO BEN

the buffet line... keles x? ...camna..ko ado?

ni lah kawan aku yang lama aku tak jumpa, sarah...
tiba2 datang main serbu.... bwk cektan lg tur

barisan pelakon terkenal i, lia, mummy n chek

merasa aku jumpa dorang .... bukan selalu...

i, linda, elle, emi ketam, ain, ain, KacBI, abg fir biawak

LOVE LOVE

Recap...

2007-11-23T16:15:00.000+08:00

It has been nearly two months I didn't post any stories.... That was a really a long time.... been busy with thesis etc..and my thesis dah hantar dah pun.. ermm...raya pun dah lepas and I had a very good raya.....final exam is already two weeks over... now nak cari tempat for internship.....sapa ada tempat boleh recommend?

ermm... now is the semester break for one month and a half... seronoknya...ada masa yang banyak to concerntrate for myself...hehehehe

last few weeks....dated on the 14 Nov, the masscomm community ...err...more specific my batch... some of the friends handled a fabulous farewell party at maple suite, KL.... the party was OK and penuh ngan drama...hehehe

enjoy some of the pics....

view from the maple...

Ni lah i pakai....bulus...

with eha, aizat n daya

elly... i like her belt...

that azim...

again...?

Muahxxx BEN

Yay!

2007-11-23T16:05:00.000+08:00

I'm back to blog again...

Finally I got the blogger's password again.... I lost it for few months back...

Also busy lah ...No time to blog....

Cue the pulse to begin....

BEN

Beach Retreats

2007-09-08T01:35:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow I'll have a colloquium ...uh....:( and after that...str8 away to Port Dickson N9 ... yay beach...and beach and beach..for family day and dinner with friends of PR Dept. BEN

Shelter Me! 6/9

2007-09-08T01:03:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone... I would like to ask for an apology cause I didn't update my blog for quite several times... anyway... I'm glad to write here again...

OK... there were few things happened for past one month and ya... of course, busy like hell... Anyway, I would like to highlight about our "baby" for counseling project, which held last Thursday, 6 September 2007... The SPCA-UiTM: Sponsor - A- Cage Program with a theme of "Shelter Me!".

We have collaborated with SPCA or the Society for Prevention of Cruelty to Animal, Ampang Branch and we've been working busily for past three weeks, and ya...I believe its worth it. We managed to get a lot of compliments from our lecturers, and we're all satisfied with everything. Thanks a lot to my classmates of BR5B... you guys are brilliant...special thanks to the our advisor, Mr Alwee, the Director...Ms Adlina... and her assistant...Damian.... well I am the Sexytary...oh ya...thanks to Ms Christine, Ms. Jacinta, Ms Priscilla and cats from SPCA, the FKPM people especially Puan Wan, the press, X fresh.fm , Ufm, volunteers, sponsors and everyone for attending to our event.

Enjoy the spread...BEN

SPCA-UiTM Sponsor A Cage Program, Shelter Me!

My Crew Tag

The happenings

tiptop hole

sharp shooter..looks its cowboy and his fan!

The crowd @ exhibition

Our Star! Once abandoned on streets..

Whut!!!

The fuglies and Shag from Xfresh..and my classmates..

ooo port tangga baru...

ermm...donno la

Penang Best!!!

2007-08-04T02:42:00.000+08:00

I know, :) OK, ... Sudah pun 2 minggu we ols balik dari Penang...But still I don't have really ample time to write an entry for my blog... Anyway...I post some of the pictures yang we ols ambik during our trip to Penang.... Now Penang is my favourite place untuk cuti2.... we go to Penang Hill, Kek Lok Si, Feringghi (tho kita tak gi night market..next time nak gi), Georgetown, tapi kejap sangat tak puas pulak...sure i'll be back to there...nak enjoy puas2 kat penang...makan lagi nasi kandar original, laksa penang, passemboq...hahha...makan best..everythings perfect...oklah..enjoy the pictures....

As we arrive Sungai Nibong Bus Terminal... this is what we were doing...Pose!

The view from our hotel room...try lah TowneHouse Hotel...Murah dan best!

Me and Elle...yang masuk Rapi tu...kat Perangin Mall

Bukit Bendera yang tak dapat nak naik

Kek Lok Si Temple

Penang Hill view from the temple

mulut sumbing

Apple

Pantai Batu Feringgi

Our friends parachuting

Fly away to the moon!!!

Soho Freehouse... tempat we ols relaxing lepas dinner... cam English Pub

The guys...

The Girls...

Tasha n me chilled out at Soho Free House

My best buddy...over 5 years dah kawan...Damian!

Boys' Fossball

Elle at the Lounges' entrance...

Lancha of Penang

On our way to KOMTAR... saw this place called Passage India..cool giler

snappy

Aswad... Line Clear...hehehe

Tempat gerek giler... but nice lah..

Line Clear Nasi Kandaq... very nice and oklah cheap price..

Chorasta Mall... That's elle yang borong asam

Penang Bridge...dapat gak i lalu time datang

Penang Skyline...best giler Penang... Nak datang lagi...(ni ambik atas feri)

BEN

Penang... Here we go!!!

2007-07-20T20:02:00.000+08:00

Penang

Well, I am excited now cause my friends and I will be leaving to Penang for 2 days tonight... Cuti-cuti...Jalan-jalan makan angin... Bye!!!!! BEN

T to the H to the E to the S I S!!!!!!!

2007-07-15T12:44:00.000+08:00

Oh my god, it is Sunday and I still don't have my thesis's topic... Could someone suggests me an interesting topic? So I could proceed for the next phase of doing it. Anyway, tomorrow I need to propose it to Dr. Kiranjit... aaaaaa...help me!

This semester started good and I am so sure that nanti memang akan busy... thesis, final project, tests, what else... assignments... well now I dah rasa the busyness! Cepat-cepatlah habis belajar ni... nak kerja... nak beli kereta... BEN

Hilang...

2007-07-10T23:27:00.000+08:00

Last entry I ada bagitahu yang I memang suka sangat lagu baru Dayang... "Hilang"... lagu ni memang sedap sangat... and her vocal... fantastic! So i post her video masa kat IKON sing Hilang... enjoy it. BEN

Ma Kaseh Ya!!!

2007-07-10T22:50:00.000+08:00

These things are definitely flying so far to get to me... Anyway thanks to all my friends yang bagi such a nice little souvenirs and I like those!

OK... firstly thanks to Adlina aka my salsa partner err.. for giving me this lovely I LOVE NY logo t-shirt which supposedly I LOVE HK and she bought it from Hong Kong and a key chain which glows in the dark... cool eh...it's from Singapore... suka babe!

Kalau I reduce berat I, I nak pakai this t-shirt!

Secondly thanks to AL aka kakak ngah for giving me a cute golden elephant keychain from Bangkok, Thailand...suka jugak!

Tu dia!

Thirdly ...thanks to Nazrul aka Gagak for giving me a Minangkabao motive keychain from Medan, Indonesia...and it is nice!

Next is ...thanks to Lester, a new friend aka abang Les or Mr. Crew... for giving me cute Kiwis and a fridge magnet from New Zealand and Istanbul, Turkey. Can't wait to see you again... gym next time ok...

Lastly, thanks to everyone yang pernah bagi I hadiah... Kay bagi kangaroo toy and a pencil case from Perth AUS..cute sgt! Nanti kalau I jadi gi Penang ... I beli something ofr you ols ok! BEN

Shop til you broke!

2007-07-10T22:01:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday was a great day cause at last I could spend some of my money for... what else kan... shopping la... Bidin and I went to MMC Complex somewhere in Jalan Sultan Ismail that morning for a warehouse sale as recommended by Zerry... there were many low-price branded items there like ZARA, MNG, FCUK and etc ... and Zerry was rite, you need to be pandai in finding those beautiful clothes...cause generally, all you can see there was the HAUK or bad looking one lah. We went back to our car only after 10 minutes inside the warehouse sale... and we bought nothing.

Straight away to One Utama after that for completing the mission of spending money... LOL... and we were late reaching there cause bad traffic on Sunday noon, and hardly finding a car parking... but the mission was nearly incomplete cause I got upset of many things yang I nak beli were not my size!

Then we're heading to Mutiara Damansara to IKEA... looking around and put some of the berangan elements... ambik gambar lah!

My Future Kitchen definitely not like this...
I need a bigger one with an island counter!

Then we went to IKANO and there was a shop that definitely have my size and it's cheap..so I spent a lot there..hehehe... then go to The Curve for second time for last week and spent money there... til we were realized that it is not fun of shopping with empty stomach! Then we had our dinner at this Little Penang ....we had nice meals though a chinese woman next to us was unhappy with her meal..she said that to us. Just three star *** to little penang.

The Curve is definitely a great makan place!

Bidin's Prawn Noodles... Yummy!

Mine Siamese Laksa ... also yummy....
ha dah macam entry jalan2 cari makan.

OK ...then penat..kaki pun dah a bit cramping..then we go back home...in a happy feeling! But my mom is definitely gonna mad when she read this blog...BEN

Usah Lepaskan - Taufik Batisah

2007-07-04T20:30:00.000+08:00

Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibir mu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu
Sebegitu

Pudar kah sudah cinta yang ku beri
Berwarna warni segala
Yang dijanjikan ia

Usah biarku bersendirian
Usah biar hati mu di tawan
Usah biar diri ku di sini
Seorang menunggu tanpa teman
Usah lepas genggaman tangan mu
Usah biar semua berlalu
Usah terlupa perasaan hati
Pertama kali kita bertemu
Usah lepaskan

Tak mudah ku melupa segala yang berlalu
Ku ingin selalu bersama mu

Ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
Engkau dan dia harus bersama
Mendungnya langit bila berkata
Kita patutnya masih bercinta
Usah lepaskan
Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibir mu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu
Sebegitu...

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Lagu sedih yang sangat sedap dari Taufik Batisah... and wajib dengar Ok! Finally dapat juga cari lagu ni. BEN

So long, Patrick!

2007-07-04T15:43:00.000+08:00

Today, 4th of July is the day that I won't forget cause I lost my kitten, Patrick. This was all because of a damn black snake and I think it was a medium size local cobra, bitten Patrick until he died because of the snake's venom.

My mom realized the existence of the cobra at the backyard where she fed those kittens and other cats when Patrick's mom, Cielo got angry over something. And my mom chased the snake and beat with a stick until it slid under our neighbour's car and hid underneath the car's bonnet.

My neighbour instantly called the firefighter to help to remove the snake from the car. And in few minutes, a troop of "hot" firefighter came and settled this problem. Thanks to them because of taking the snake out of the car and somehow, save our lives. Well, I took this opportunity to... you know, taking pictures of the happenings.

But even the snake got caught, it still couldn't give live back to Patrick. Ok, I admit that Patrick was not my favourite sometimes, but I love him, and I love all the kittens. It was so sad of seeing Patrick fighting for the venom that spreaded all over his body and died few seconds later on Cielo's lap, while she licked his head. I felt like want to cry during that moment and I burried him afterwards at the backyard.

So now, I've lost the cutest kitten but I still have Sandy, Bob and Jack playing and chasing around the house. But sadly, I don't have Patrick's picture in my collection. A warrior has gone! BEN

They aren't mechanics

Get it out Mr. Firemen...

You're a dead meat bad snake!

Thanks Mr. Firemen, Bye! I'll call you when the snakes are coming back

Goodbye Holidays!

2007-07-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

The new semester will hitting my calendar by this Thursday, and the long holiday is almost at the end. Anyway, I couldn't wait to meet up all of my friends especially and my classmates, meet new lecturers, having fun in the new environment of study perhaps. Oh, and I hope that the next semester will be better than the last one. Hehehe, too many thumpa-thumpa til I deserved an average result. Gosh!

My classmates PR class B... miss them a lot!!!

Ok, new resolutions for the next sem... work hard, study hard and get fit... to name it a few. Goodness...am I ready to go for the next semester? I shouldn't ask this question lah kan... It is my responsibility, my job to study, to read books, to do my assignments.... don't say a word pun...I still need to do all those things kan. Anyway, cuti tak puas lagik...

I'll try my best and give the best, and get the best, for the rest of semesters in this final year... keep my promise. Teringat kat kata-kata Mama Masscomm aka Puan Hariyati..she's not my lecturer but dia pernah jadi fasilitator masa program HEP part one dulu.... dia sangat baik. She qouted this:

"Time is like a river, you cannot touch the same water twice
because the flow that has passed will never pass again,
therefore enjoy every moment of life"

Budak OM baru aka adik aku Bella...Congrats n welcome to UiTM

And so not forgotten, congrats to my sister, Bella cos dapat further diploma in OM in UiTM Melaka... like me dulu OM jugak... "Bella, please make mak and abah proud OK!"

See ya! BEN

Transformers... More than meets the eye!

2007-06-30T21:56:00.000+08:00

Transformers won the MTV Video Awards 2007 for

Best Summer Movie You Haven't Watch Yet Award

Went to movie with Elle and Yuyu...Transformers! - Five Star*****

Right after the photoshoot and makan time at Mc D with Marsha Marikas... Elle, Yuyu and I went to KLCC to watch movie and guess what...hahaha dah tau kan...kitorang tengok Transformers. Kudos to Michael Bay yang buat citer ni and I admit this film is fantastic.

Korang pergilah tengok film yang I dah rated kan sbg 5 stars. Memang best. And the audiences semua bagi a round of applause after citer tu abis. This is my first time I tonton citer US yang diorang punya Secretary of Defence pun ikut perang sama. Lagi the graphic is almost impeccable, the sound yang best, and hot main casts...

My favourite casts dalam citer ni ramai, ...Shia Lebouf as Sam Witwicky, Josh Duhamel as the handsome Sergeant Lennox, Megan Fox as Mikaela and the robots...Bumble bee...

Tengok ye semua.... citer ni memang best...sangat best! - BEN

Strike a pose!

2007-06-30T20:23:00.000+08:00

Elle Jelita - Kasik Chan la

Yesterday 29th of June I was occampanying si Elle, my best friend aka my classmate to her first magazine photoshoot at KKSB and she was so stunning after dimake-over kan oleh make-up artist Aim a.k.a Kakak Cik. Anyway, we were late for the appoinment sebab I ada masalah transportation.

In the Make-up room - semua tengah ready nak drag!

Make-up artist Kakak Aim tengah mekap Elle

The photoshoot coordinator - Bidin or the journalist...thanks!

Elle dengan I

During the photoshoot

Nothing to tell you much about the photoshoot except the experience was so best lah kan. This photoshoot will be in one of KKSB magazine, Rapi yang membawa tagline Sihat Cantik. Erm... and akan dimuatkan dalam section "Bantu Saya" for 1st of August's issue. Anyway, my best friend aka my housemate, Khairulius is working at KKSB and he is one of the journalist for "Rapi", so that tentaulah senang nak dapat masuk magazine ni kan. And he is doing this assignment of Bantu Saya for the august issue. Thanks Aim, Bidin, the photographer, Umi, and Kak Puteri, and Yuyu and not forgotten Bambang.

KLCC lagik for this week...

Right after the photoshoot we all pergi makan kat Mc Donalds section 3 and terus ke KLCC for movie. - BEN

Tired lo!

2007-06-28T00:49:00.000+08:00

I woke up so early this morning I think maybe it was 6:30 a.m. and the time was not really normal for me. Nothing because of the appoinment that I need to attend... Ya the ENT specialist check up at HUKM specialist center.

Anyway, I'd like to share the foolness of mine yang telah berlaku a month ago all because of this appoinment. Well, I went to HUKM specialist center last month I think around 25th of May. And after a long time waiting, I got this appoinment set up and the nurse there said that the appoinment will be on the 27th which is on Sunday. And I know and very sure about it that 27th is on Sunday and it is weekend off day. I went to that place again on that Sunday and nobody was there, til I met a doctor there and said "let me do it for you". Oh thank God there was a doctor and she said that I really need to have treatment and please come back on the 27th of June. Until that I realized that my appoinment is actually on 27th of June which is next month. Hahahaha, and it is written on the appoinment letter. Bodohkan.

Lots of people at HUKMSC! benci...

Ok today is 27 of June and I went to the specialist again for treatment with my sister. On the letter of appoinment is stated that I need to be there at 10:00 a.m. I gave the letter to the staff there and he gave my sister (I was in the loo at that moment) a queue number and my number is 5008. I was so clueless there because why he gave me a number while they have set appoinment time for me... anyway that's the procedure.

My number is 5008...but showing 5015. Sentap tak!

The doctors came into the clinic and took part in their clinic. The numbers were slowly changing from 5001 to 5004 until on that 5004, there was a long wait. I think it was taking more than one and half hour. In fact my sister and I were getting so bored. Believe it or not, after the number 5004 it changed to 5016. OMG ..WTF! It was taking over my nerves already. But nasib baik tak lah I complaint. More worst bila number tu tukar ke 5015... menurun pulak. Dalam hati I, "apalah, belajar tinggi-tinggi sampai jadi doctor tapi mengira pun salah".

Ni lah dah bosan menunggu!

So we all memang dah bosan sangat... so we took pictures. Tengah syok taking pictures, tiba-tiba my number appeared. And I entered the clinic, and found that there was a lot of people inside, including the doctor, the interns like Grey's Anatomy, the staff nurse and three patients including me! OMG it was like a party going on inside. so I've been checked by a beautiful intern and she is Arabic. Nasib baik english dia I faham. She said my tonsil is already bruises and big and need to give it a treatment. She said after two weeks if the tonsil still like that, come here again and we'll do operation. That was freaking me out! Tonsilitis Operation is gonna make my singing career ruined! Anyway, she prescribed me drugs and a nasal spray... and the good news is I got free treatment and medications. Hahaha, untung belajar di UiTM and being a government servants son! But still I tak boleh maafkan sebab I kena tunggu hampir tiga jam for less than 15 minutes consultation.

Then after that we went to KLCC by cab and hell ya, the road of KL during lunch hour is like hell! We shopped until we broke at KLCC for releasing the pressure of waiting too long. And after taking too much energy and got tired, we decided to go back home by ERL on 4 p.m. Much more selesa lah from the KTM dan itu yang kami cari!

Dalam ERL pun snappy!

Bella: Jom kita balik sajork!

And it was so surprising at home... my dad got his new car...a solid white VOLVO S60 model 2001, even second hand but it looks new and great... and most important the price is cheap...the ori price is RM150K but my dad got it only for RM70K. Oklah kan...the car is so great! I love it. Dapat jugak my dad nak pakai kereta Europe, Japan dah dulu. Congrats!

Oklah...dah lewat, penat and the medication makes me so sleepy already. Anyway I think this entry is much like a not secret diary but there's nothing to keep as my secret except it is memang secret and secret kan. Alrite, have a great moment of reading this, thanks and adios. Have a great day! BEN

Beautiful... I am!

2007-06-27T00:50:00.000+08:00

Actually it is already late to post an entry for now. It is ten minutes to 1.00 a.m. in the morning. And the next day I need to go to HUKM to see the ENT specialist untuk ubatkan my throat. Actually I have this not very serious Sinusitis, tonsil problem, allergy sampai buat I batuk hari2, and suspected asthma. Oh the most serious problem is the snoring problem. Kalau you all nak tahu, I snor like a monster. Ya, with this kind of body propotion... looks like a monster. Waktu tidurlah I am not really beautiful..

zzzzzzz!!!!!

Anyway, actually masa tengah taip ni, I feel seram sangat. Not because of the HUKM tomorrow, but because of thinking too much about the spookyness of my house in Shah Alam. Ermm... I shouldn't tell you about this. Ok, next time maybe I'll tell. Just called Elle through the phone and tell her about ketakutan yang di alami. And she's willing to help. Thank God her boyfriend can do it.

I bought two magazines today, satu magazine EH! yang covernya adalah Ziana Zain and Anuar Zain. Erm... I don't know lately I rasa magazine EH! tu macam tiada "kick" lagi. Sorry Nik Erwan of being so honest. Dulu I selalu beli EH! but lately jarang sangat. Tapi thanks EH! sebab bagi free Anuar Zain's poster and a sample packet of Loreal Elseve Hair Mask. Should I use it?

EH! July Edisi Lelaki - Anuar Zain and Ziana Zain

And another magazine is GLAM! I love this GLAM mens Edition tapi but not so man lah kan... sebab cover Camelia. I nak sangat tengok GLAM cover lelaki satu hari nanti. Last one was Tiara Jacquelina with Stephen Rahman Hughes je yang ada...but I nak tengok a man alone on the cover... tapi boleh ker? Maybe tak jadilah majalah yang untuk ditargetkan untuk wanita.... But actually lelaki pun beli kan? Or maybe a good strategy to market GLAM with a handsome men on the cover... then women pun beli...

GLAM is always glam and hip in the society. I think when you get your own GLAM and read it, you akan rasa you bukan yang "biasa". You'll feel something of a kind. Something UP and Classy! That's what I think la kan. Ok highlight for July GLAM, ohh...I love the new deco of rumah Camelia, the fashion goddess... Her house is absolutely stunning. Pop Art on the walls and Flashy Shining materials on the furniture. I like the mirror Trojan Helmet.

July 2007 GLAM - Camelia on the cover!

And I love the section of the Malaysian Hero! Somehow It gives me an impact of the need to be succesful and beautiful... and it influences me. Ok maybe after this you'll see me in the gym everyday, or in the Zegna Boutique every single month to wear designers' items like MAWI (mampu ker) or maybe in the beauty parlour to pamper myself (ado!). Nak cantik kan... But cantik je tak cukup...and maybe you'll meet me after five years and I got my own Master Degree from Columbia and run my own PR agency kan. And after that u'll see me in the GLAM magazine! OH puh lezze... tapi tak salah kan berangan....(mesti ada yang carut!)

Anyway...enough of my fantasy entry for tonight...and I need to sleep early for tomorrow's early appointment. BEN

Music, I Like!

2007-06-25T00:21:00.000+08:00

I was watching repeated show of MTV Movie Awards 2007 yesterday walaupun award show tu dah sebulan kot airing kat TV. Anyway, many interesting show-show pentas and one of 'em that capturing my attention is not the performance by Rihanna but the performance by Amy Winehouse. I said OK, this is cool... I just loved her performance. You know who is she? She is the one yang pakai rambut palsu saggul tinggi kalah Marge Simpson. Or maybe she's copying Marge or Marge's wanna be with a long hair under her sky high bun tu.

Amy's album - Back to Black...

This is what i meant... Marge Simpson wanna be!

Amy sang the song tajuknya "Rehab" and the melody is so capturing you know. And after that I went downstairs to my laptop, buka internet finding the songs of Amy Winehouse and listen to her music clips. Almost all lagu-lagunya sedap. I couldn't recognise what is the genre of her songs... It's like RnB and part of it ada Jazz, and ada Reggae (i hope i spell it right). And you know for people like me yang tak de duit sangat, terus cari torrent Amy Winehouse. You know what I mean kan. Some people's doing it...

And I would like to salute for this singer "Mika" for his queery-bee gees-Jake Shears alike voice. Lagu-lagu dia also almost all sedap, brilliant and creative. Yeah I would recommend you to listen to "Grace Kelly" and "Love Today". Although lagu I ni a bit late dengar lagu-lagu ni than others, tapi tak kisah lah kan. I ni memang bukan senang nak love the song bila kali pertama dengar. So dengarlah banyak-banyak kali.

Mika's album - Life in Cartoon Motion

Talented Mika... Handsome rite!

Oh our local talents pun tak dilupakan and they are damn good you know that! And recently I watched this competition on Astro called IKON. Anyway, kudos to Astro for having such a great competition, and I am eagerly to watch who are going to the semi-final. Tak habis lagi show ni rupanya.

What happen in the show? Ok, I highlight show yang betul-betul capturing my eyes, ears, heart and sort of, which is the show by Dayang Nurfaizah. She sang the song so called "Hilang" and it was terrific and I was terrified with her song bird voice... Such a beautiful voice. Lagu tu dari album baru dia and I tak sabar nak beli...ye ker? Or maybe pinjam dari Khairulius?

Dayang 2007

Cantik Dayang - Picture courtesy by Rizman Ruzaini

And lastly not forgotten to another Malaysian New Jazz Diva, Noryn Aziz... ladies and gentlemen... She is rocking the industry. I love her since I dengar lagunya pertama kali and the song is called "Cerita Cinta". Ok, I have ten of her songs and all are worth it. Tak sedikit pun mengecewakan. I would recommend to you guys to listen to lagu "Cerita Cinta", "Lara" and "Kembalikan"... eh, semua you guys pun kena dengar lah ok...Muahks! - BEN

Album Noryn Aziz - Alam Maya

The gorgeous Noryn Aziz herself

English, Malay or "Manglish"

2007-06-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

English Malay, Malay English

Should I post entries in English? Atau guna Bahasa Melayu? Or use both bahasa or "Manglish"? Well, I think I know the answer... Lebih baik I use both, sebab both languages pun I ok. Not good, tapi OK je. And I cakap pun using both languages... What do you think? Am I ruining both languages and also both cultures? Or, am I ruining myself??? BEN

Spooky 8?

2007-06-24T20:27:00.000+08:00

Spooky!

Marsha Marikas's Sms: Naim u x dgr apa2 cite ker kat 8 ni? Hantu ke? Klu dok sorang2?

I received a sms from my friend a.k.a my housemate, asking about did I ever heard about our house is haunted or not? But I didn't reply his sms as I keep my answer to myself. Ermm... the above picture is definitely not my house, but actually I like that house. Back to the subject about our house is hunted or not I don't know... but ghosts are everywhere. Beware!

We moved to our new house around March this year as the number of our house members a.k.a housemates is getting bigger. Now it is nine of us staying together though everyday is only like two or three people are inside the house. The new house... should i call it as "new"? It is already past three months and ok...I'm considering it is new. Rite. The new house is big, double storey terrace house and built around 1980's in a residential area of section 8, Shah Alam. Very family living area. Maybe you get my points about the spookyness of the house. It was so scared of us especially me when seeing the house for the first time. It was like an abandoned house for many years. But in fact the previous tenants were leaving the house only a month ago. Next time I'll show you the exact pictures of my house and you can judge it's spookyness.

Get back to the question of a friend of mine about "our-haunted house". Ok. I experienced an odd situation when I got back from watching Pirates of Carribean recently. The water tap inside my friend's bathroom was flowing when i return home while I am sure enough that I have stopped it before going out. Spooky rite. Ok. I admit that the house might be haunted, but I never saw any unusual things except the water tap.

I won't be writing about the haunted house thingy more and more for this entry. It was only the question from my friend doubting me, ya because mostly everyday, it's only me inside the house 24-7.

Anyway, I would like to say that I missed so much of our previous house in Section 16. It is an apartment with shoplots downstairs. It was so much fun living there, with nice ambience, lots of people under the house, sometimes creepy but nevermind, I like that house very much! Ok. I post the pictures. BEN

16 dining area...Red huh!

TV area..also red.

Downstairs...this is what i meant.

Ladies and Gentlemen!

2007-06-24T16:14:00.000+08:00

Euphoric

At last I have my one and only, ben-pulse.blogspot.com...so now I can post stories in this blog. To all readers out there, don't forget to pass out this information about me having a blog. Hahaha. I knew grapevine works! All right. Why I have blog page? Maybe this is the question that people tend to ask to a begineer like me. It's all about influences from friends and yes, other bloggers and I read their blogs mostly everyday for newest updates, hot stories and gossips, interesting pictures and videos, events, etc.

So, maybe this blog is kindda new, and somehow it's kindda lame, but i will do my best to make it best! Rite. Ok. Ya, don't hesitate to leave a comment, any comments will make this blog maybe getting better, perhaps.

Ok, let's do it! "Cue the PULSE to begin" - Burnside Project. BEN