Hello 2008...

And it comes to the conclusion or the bottom end of the year of 2007... Though there are still few things that I didn't achieve for this 2007 year. Well, it is less than 30 minutes from this "word" and I totally sure I will finish typing this entry maybe around midnight or when the clock strike 12:00 a.m.

2007 means a lot for me... There were a lot of good things happened and so few bad things... But whatever it is, 2007 has taught me how to be a real human... also taught me the meaning of maturity... and yes, I totally think time makes us grown up, mature and older...

In year of 2007 also I got the DL award for the first time ever in six years of studying... I never get it even once, and yeah, I am really grateful for this... and you know it concludes the good year of 2007 of mine. Well, the year of 2007 also means that my study will be nearly to finish... I am so excited for this internship and also the real working life after that.

Resolution... everyone has their own. Though I assume that myself also got self resolution... and you know, it keeps changing from time to time and I keep forgetting what were the resolutions... I think because I have a lot.... well, for this new year of 2008, i will set few so i can achieve my own goals... and of course, most of 'em must be concerning to myself, to improve my self, to reshape myself, to make myself a positive person, to make myself happier or gayer and also to do my best for my own career. And i hope all of these could make me better person ever live in the God's earth! What... specific resolution? Oh you think yourself... I think you can make assumption, and let me the one and only knows about my own reso cos i don't wanna publish it cos i believe, takkan jadi.

So another 7 minutes until the New Year's countdown... the last song in the play list of Alicia Keys album and the first sip of a mug of hot green tea I made... time to say goodbye to the beautiful year 2007... and welcoming the challenging 2008... Sure looks good to me! Yeah...

Anyway, I would like to express my gratitude and thankfulness to the Almighty Allah, for giving me a very normal year of 2007 and giving me a good life to face all days in 2007. Thanks to my parents, siblings, family, and friends for the continous supports and see you guys again in 2008!

Season's Greetings...

To all my Christian friends.... Merry Christmas and Happy Holiday!!! May this Xmas will be the prosperous one and will brings joy and happiness to you guys... Ho Ho Ho... !

XOXO Ben

All good things come to an end...

My right knee still hurts... though it's not like before, but i still can feel the pain around the calf area, the Patella bone and in the upper Gastrocnemius muscles.... and it makes myself very weak sometimes on the cardio machines plus inside the gym class... (I went once after my recovery)....

Well, I actually hate the fact of the "kiss the road" and hurting myself because it is gonna ruin the whole activities that i have set up for December.... Yes, of course... gym would be the most cos i need to get a good and presentable shape of torso before my internship... cos i want to wear good stuffs to look good... ( i believe in good shape=beauty)...

Now it has been 3 weeks that i didn't attend the Consplant Club because of this.... well i guess i am becoming a gym rat now... can you imagine... since the end of October i go gymming like 5p.m. to 11 p.m. everyday, went for 3 to 4 classes everyday... and sometimes i can picture myself like a lab white mice on a wheeler for experiments.... haha! Ad likes to call me a gymrat... but i always denied and now I admit it... tho still deny it sometimes.. ewww!! Actually i miss the gym very much, i miss all my gym mates, the classes and the faces...anyway... i need to accept the fact that my body needs some rest!

Recap for December.... I am officially 23.. twenty three (read my lips) this month! it was on the 18th ... OMG! I am getting older and older... OH crap! Still have many things to look on, to care of, to achieve and to do... 2008 is just around the corner... and next year everyone will say that i am 24th.. i fell like i only can feel or can have my real age for (counting) only 13 days... OMG!

Ok, i had a very minimal birthday celebration on the birthday eve starting with Thai food in Klang, and then to McD in Bukit Tinggi... (thanks Al, Amy and Abg Aim for being there for me!) we wait until the clock struck 12 a.m., and they sang a beautiful birthday song for me... The next day, went again to Thai food restaurat with my family to have our mini family dinner plus celebrating the decembers (aan and bella also) .... how sweet! (Thanks mak abah ajib aan, Bella, Nafi, Bami and Adik)....we should take picture lah during the celebration...

yeah.. the number of my age is getting a lot and a lot next year... internship will be this January 08 tho i am still not ready, dont have things to wear... (actually i need my own transport for my intern), and of course.. back to the gym! though i dont think that i cant attend everyday to the gym for 3 classes a day...but anyway... i think of lay lowing everything so that i can more relax next year.. cos i'm gonna work for real! Really....

Well, to all my family members and friends, thank you for all the birthday wishes... that all mean a world to me... (for hasrul, Happy 23rd belated birthday)...and thanks for giving me all the endless spiritual support during my recovery session... and I miss my good friends so much now, and also my good life! I'm no one without you guys....LOVE.. from the deepest heart!

XOXO Ben

I just need a long rest....

Where am I located? My parents home in Sepang...

Self condition? Worst....

Sometimes we cannot expect yang everyday is gonna be a very beautiful day.... sometimes good thing turns bad.... and at times we need to give ourselves a long rest.... ermm.... well, its happened.... bad things.... and we could face it like in a row...after one and then another...

i just need a long rest to get myself fully recovered.... no gym for this whole month though i really missed all the classes and faces.... no other social activities cos i dont want to see people in this condition.... thanks to my parents, brothers and sister, and friends... cos they are the people who are always there for me....

XOXO.... Ben