All good things come to an end...

My right knee still hurts... though it's not like before, but i still can feel the pain around the calf area, the Patella bone and in the upper Gastrocnemius muscles.... and it makes myself very weak sometimes on the cardio machines plus inside the gym class... (I went once after my recovery)....

Well, I actually hate the fact of the "kiss the road" and hurting myself because it is gonna ruin the whole activities that i have set up for December.... Yes, of course... gym would be the most cos i need to get a good and presentable shape of torso before my internship... cos i want to wear good stuffs to look good... ( i believe in good shape=beauty)...

Now it has been 3 weeks that i didn't attend the Consplant Club because of this.... well i guess i am becoming a gym rat now... can you imagine... since the end of October i go gymming like 5p.m. to 11 p.m. everyday, went for 3 to 4 classes everyday... and sometimes i can picture myself like a lab white mice on a wheeler for experiments.... haha! Ad likes to call me a gymrat... but i always denied and now I admit it... tho still deny it sometimes.. ewww!! Actually i miss the gym very much, i miss all my gym mates, the classes and the faces...anyway... i need to accept the fact that my body needs some rest!

Recap for December.... I am officially 23.. twenty three (read my lips) this month! it was on the 18th ... OMG! I am getting older and older... OH crap! Still have many things to look on, to care of, to achieve and to do... 2008 is just around the corner... and next year everyone will say that i am 24th.. i fell like i only can feel or can have my real age for (counting) only 13 days... OMG!

Ok, i had a very minimal birthday celebration on the birthday eve starting with Thai food in Klang, and then to McD in Bukit Tinggi... (thanks Al, Amy and Abg Aim for being there for me!) we wait until the clock struck 12 a.m., and they sang a beautiful birthday song for me... The next day, went again to Thai food restaurat with my family to have our mini family dinner plus celebrating the decembers (aan and bella also) .... how sweet! (Thanks mak abah ajib aan, Bella, Nafi, Bami and Adik)....we should take picture lah during the celebration...

yeah.. the number of my age is getting a lot and a lot next year... internship will be this January 08 tho i am still not ready, dont have things to wear... (actually i need my own transport for my intern), and of course.. back to the gym! though i dont think that i cant attend everyday to the gym for 3 classes a day...but anyway... i think of lay lowing everything so that i can more relax next year.. cos i'm gonna work for real! Really....

Well, to all my family members and friends, thank you for all the birthday wishes... that all mean a world to me... (for hasrul, Happy 23rd belated birthday)...and thanks for giving me all the endless spiritual support during my recovery session... and I miss my good friends so much now, and also my good life! I'm no one without you guys....LOVE.. from the deepest heart!

XOXO Ben